162th post
really hate it when something unfortunate happens to my friend. this is the worse one. Derek, i remembered we recently went out together. i could recall that you looked rather lively, i was still thinking that you were better. i remembered vividly that you say you would be able to come back by next year to study. how could you go now! it is real tragic, for a kid still living in his prime to pass away. well, at least i walked him through his last part of his life. i am having mixed feelings now. dilemma? i guess =/ happy that ur sufferings had ended, sad that you are never coming back. i guess that is the meaning of no one can have the best of both worlds? hope you are living happily with the angels up there. bless us with good luck for our coming O's and N's alright! =) Goodbye.

life is fleeting.