king of the world

2011-07-18T22:17:00.002+08:00

Dialogue in the Dark

Went for Dialogue in the Dark (DID) for WISP lesson today. It was my first time and I swear that place is as dark as when you close your eyes. Yep, that is how dark it was. I went there with Zach, Weiting, Changqi, Edwin and Yixuan! We were briefed and we went into the place shortly. We were issued walking sticks. This DID really let us experience the life of a visually impaired person, or should I say part of it. My group was led by this visually impaired lady named Serene. She was warm and approachable, constantly looking out for us and asking if we are okay. I know it is kinda gay but I'm touched by her actions. It was as though our roles have switched over. We are visually impaired and she can see. We experienced a walk in the park, crossing the road, smelling or different fruits and vegetables, feeling of letter and words, taking a boat ride, feeling the breeze and wind, eating in a cafe. ALL IN THE DARK. I was amazed that the person working at the cafe was visually impaired too. And he is able to differentiate the different notes and coins that was given to him.

Took a polaroid film with Serene and I gave her the cookie I bought from the cafe inside to express my gratitude. Many of us wrote on this booklet that will be read to Serene at the end of the day.

I really gonna cherish my eyes. SUMPA

Remember that you see the world not with your eyes, but with your heart.

2011-07-04T22:16:00.002+08:00

Bad days

I believe everyone has them, but i'm having it everyday. Lousy CT results, dropping laptop on my leg, printing the wrong stuff etc etc. Gosh, I'm sure blur and forgetful and clumsy. I wasn't like this last time! I really dont know what happened to me seriously. I used to be smart too, now i feel like a dumb fuck. Audit project down, helping my friend to do their accounts project now. Feeling so pointless sometimes. The higher you're, the harder you fall.

How to cherish my last few days in Ngee Ann if everyday is so detestable.

God.

2011-06-28T17:29:00.003+08:00

Hi blog, sorry for abandoning you for quite a while. Really am too lazy to type all the happening out into this space although i really want to. 2 weeks holidays have passed and this is probably the final term for many of the Year 3s and next semester is internship. Overslept on the train today and i woke up at Chinese Garden. Wtfffffff. Cabbed to school in the end for my 2 hour Accounts tutorial in the end. Fly money fly~ My result suck. That is really demoralising. First time failing Common Test in my whole fucking life. This is really a critical hit for me man, seriously. I felt that I have not been performing up to expectation ever since I come to Ngee Ann. And that fucking suck. I used to have passion for Principles of Accounting (POA) when I was in secondary school. Where did all these passion go to? Please give me some directions, I'm lost.

Even the best falls down sometimes.

So happy for my doggy that she got A for IMK!

2011-03-05T01:58:00.002+08:00

To do list

1. Book PDL and Final Theory Test

2. Cut my damn hair

3. Buy my ear piece

4. Exercise and shed some fats. SIGH. Maybe gonna go school and exercise! P.s. I have not use the school gym before. Fail much.

5. Play my PS2. HAHAHAHA! Too bored.

6. Go out with my dearest friends

7. Get some new clothings! PBJ jeans!

8. Get a job, I got a temporary one though.

9. Collect huiee and my diving license! Collecting dust at the company now.

10. BAOC PREP BABY ^^

111. STAY COOL AND CUTE. CHECKED.

That's about it. Still damn scared of my results though.

Sigh~

2011-03-04T23:05:00.002+08:00

Productive day

Went to for job interview and i got in, gonna work during IT fair! My virgin experience. So not prepared for it. HAHA! But i don't really want to get in because i finally booked my final theory test for driving and i found a private instructor! Woooo. After so long, i'm going to start my driving lessons. HEHE. Need to go back to apply for my PDL and start my driving asap! So motivated to get my second license in my life! On the other note, i cut my hair! No more cap days. ^^

Just hide 'em.

2011-03-03T00:00:00.002+08:00

I'm weird

Well, exams are over for now. Hello Year 3. Audit was okay, hopefully it is good! But FMGT was quite bad, i think. I just can't stop these negative thoughts from forming in my mind. I'm so scared and i'm going nuts. If i ever retake a module, i think i will just quit school. No 6-months attachment some more. How miserable life can get man.

I've been thinking of what A told me the other time, and I find it quite true. Don't you feel that you're failing yourself by not maintaining your standard? But what A don't know is, maintaining isn't easy at all.

Sorry Mr Han, Miss Tan and other teachers who put so much effort in teaching me. I failed.

Oh fuck, i'm such a failure.

~~Happy~~ holidays? Prove it to me.

2011-02-25T22:58:00.003+08:00

1 down, 2 to gooooooooooo.

RFA is down now. Phew. It was quite nicely done, all thanks to the crazy attempts of 6 freaking papers. 6 yknow. I never done so much. This is the first time and i don't regret doing so much. Now i really that "practice really makes perfect." Because i did all the questions pretty quickly and accurately ^^ Please la, bo bi bo bi. Do well for the rest.

God bless.

2011-02-25T02:27:00.002+08:00

Before everything starts to get crazy, i'm here to write down my last post.

Tomorrow is RFA, as know as level 4 of POA. This is crazy i know. But i'm still trying my best to understand everything. This is fun in a sense, i think i'm sadist. Hahaha god.

My aim! Triple A for all my 3 examinable modules. Hehe.

Wish my luckz! :)

Hope all these crazy mugging helps, somehow. Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2011-02-18T10:53:00.002+08:00

Hi guys,

I know i have not been at my best mood nowadays, i'm really down due to some issues. And people are leaving me. Don't tell me, "they're not gonna leave you, they are still here. You're thinking too much". Because that isn't what i wanna hear, i know you guys are trying to make me feel better. But I know deep inside they are not gonna be as close and as comfortable with me as they were last time. So they are as good as gone. That suck big time, seriously. Exams are here now, that pushes me to clear these sad thoughts and focus on studying. These "alone during late night and having crazy thoughts" is really not "healthy" for me.

When we truly realise that we are all alone is when we need others the most.

Maybe that's the moment i wish you were here.

2011-02-18T02:54:00.002+08:00

My life revolves around 3 modules now. I needa do well this semester. I actually had a lot to type on this space of mine just now. But suddenly, my mind became blank when i'm here. Whuttttttttttttttttttt.

Can't really imagine how school will be like when my dearest year 3 friends graduate. And soon it will be my turn. Wow. Time flies.

I'm still me.

2011-02-13T23:29:00.002+08:00

Lousy decision making

I just did something real dumb which made me regret. I don't know if it is me being over-sensitive but i'm like on the verge of losing 2 good friends of mine. It made me think, a lot. I seldom get so bothered over stuff but this matter really made me brainstormed for solutions. So here i am, with my solutions. I don't know what it will bring but i will just follow it. FML seriously.

Anyway, tomorrow is Valentine's day! See so many people ranting about being single and alone on twitter, facebook and even tumblr? So i just join in the fun :D But after being alone for 19 times, going 20 times on Veee day. I'm used to it. It is just another normal day for me yo. I still remember how my bros in sec school gathered and went to Kallang Leisure Park to watch movie! So i think it do not only have to be spend with girls whom you love, but friends who are dear to you! WTF THATS GAY.

Exams is around the corner,11 days to my first paper? I'm trying hard not to do as badly as my last 3 sems. Time to ton/ camp at places to study and mug.

Life is harddddddddddddd, for now.

Till then!

2011-02-10T07:28:00.002+08:00

Hello my "girlfriend"! Happy 19th birthday to youuuuuuuuuuuuuu! <3
You know i love you many many. I wanna pass you your present! PLEASE CRY OKAY. GIVE ME SOME SENSE OF ACHIEVEMENT. Not gonna reveal what is it. You will know it when you see it! Love you my sister!

Elephant rider.

2010-12-31T18:05:00.001+08:00

Harrow! I know it's kinda late for New Year Resolutions, better to be late than never right?

1. Study HARDER. Seriously. I need some decent GPA this sem. I still can see some hope!
2. Eat veggie? HAHAHA i know it's dumb. But imma carnivore. So it's kind of an achievement if i do that.
3. Be a better friend. My actions and manners may not be the best. But i still love all my friends (L)
4. Be a better man? I'm turning 20 this year, OKAY I TURNED. Like what she said, responsibilities are piling up.
5. Listen more, talk less. After a failed relationship, it does not mean the end. Time to stand up and continue walking. Like what johnny walker says, keep walking. OK LAME. Maybe it is time for a new relationship? Who knows?
6. Cherish my last 1.5 years in poly. Time really files, all my close friends in year 3 are graduating. And Noel, Bobby, Guowei are going into army. It will be my turn soon. SIAN!

These are what i can think of currently. Time to do my tutorial! Lesson in 3 hours time ):

Congratulations to Kenneth, Eric, Michelle and Emran for becoming DHs!
I still think Olympus has the most imba batch of GLs and Dhs ever. HEHE

2010-12-31T17:42:00.002+08:00

EFF CAMP!

I always feel Envoys isn't my thing, maybe because I've always been to NPSU camps. But EFF Camp kinda change everything? My group was called Voldermot, I know it is spelled wrongly. Thx. My group consisted of Cheryl and Valson as our GLs, Darren Koh, Zhang Quan, Tong Yi, Sze Hong, Junze, Carolyn, Germaine and Yours Truly! The games were very creative! It's like combining 2 different games together. Like pepsi-cola and popping other people's balloon at the same time. We had night walk during day 1 night. EXPECTED. But we still lepak outside and refuse to sleep. Haha! My partner was Germaine. WE TWO FREAKING HUMJI. DAMN JOKE. Went to toilet first, then classroom. Toilet was okay. Classroom higher level. Mervyn was lying down on the floor at the last part and Jonas was sitting on a chair which is on the table. There is a note saying " Hug Santa" Then we know Santa was Mervyn but we totally chit chat there because we damn humji. HAHAHA! Then they scared us before we can hug Mervyn. LOL! Our performance was DA BOMB BABY. We had Darren as the nigga Harry Potter, Tong Yi as the guy Hermonie, Me as the gay Ron, Carolyn as the Dumbledore, Zhang Quan as the Voldermort, Sze Hong and Junze as Voldermort ka kia and Germaine as the random dancer in the club. Many many many funny things happened! OMG. Carolyn (Y) I whip my beard back and forth. WHO WILL THINK OF THAT! Baby pictures was quite funny too. Had a video montage for Shiying and Keith too. HAPPY BITHDAY Cheryl's primary classmate and MOLEY MOLEY! Happy Birthday to Audrey too! Happy Birthday to Weicheng too! Ps i can't celebrate your birthday with you, i had BAMP :(

BAMP post coming soon!

2010-12-31T17:31:00.002+08:00

My first FF

I went to meet Seth at Ourspace and it was about to rain. It still rained eventually. I was very sad because i brought everything! Even my sports shoes for FF! Went to a small area nearby canteen 3 to play captain's ball. The attendance was kinda disappointing but it wasn't that bad! :D Went to Aston's for dinner. Jonas and I were scolding each other over nothing. Damn funny. Others thought we were really quarreling. Seth told us he got to withdraw money so Jonas and I accompanied him to an ATM nearby Sixth Avenue. On the way, they created a cheer for me.

JONAS: WHO YOU WANNA BE AH!
SETH: CHEW AIK HE AH!

It is still in my head right now. Jokers! Thanks guys! Good job FF crew! :)

2010-12-19T16:40:00.002+08:00

End of CTs

2 weeks holiday is here! Yes. Christmas plus countdown! I can't wait for 2011 man. It's gonna be the highlight! And soon i will be year 3, and many of my friends will graduate soon! Wow. Time files eh. I was thinking about what i'm going to do during Year 3. Route 1 or 2? Should i make a comeback? Or not? Hmmmm. Plus i screwed up CLSP big time. Sian ttm. Wet blanket!

EFF camp tmrw! Hope it rock!

2010-12-12T11:31:00.003+08:00

A tinge of sadness

RFA was done. It was okay. Wished i had more time to finish my notes. Sigh. Really can Ace one. Damn wasted. Audit coming up tmrw. And i'm nuaing around. Listened to "river flows in you" for a million times. And i fell asleep on the sofa. Had a weird dream that i had a child and a daughter. LOL! OHYA. After RFA ytd, i went to ate duck rice with mervyn, justin, leon lin, michael and yeekhang. Discussed a lot about dota. Old school ttm. And when i went home, i went to buy 2 scratch-it because i think my day sucked. And i won 10 bucks? HAHAHAHAHA. God somehow has a way to make your day. But i really wish i had more time. Sigh.

Christmas is meant for spending with your loved ones. I really wish to spend it with you guys though.

2010-12-10T03:47:00.002+08:00

Persevere

2 more days to first paper. Damn it. I got a feeling i will screw things up. zomggggg.

Hi brenda, i was quite shocked to see you today. I hope we can talk soon :)

God bless.

2010-12-05T18:21:00.002+08:00

Deadlines

Man, Monday is the deadline for my excel project and i have not started yet. Doom? Plus this coming saturday is my first paper. ACCOUNTS. Heard that many people fail during CTs. And my tutor say it is normal. Wtf? If that's the case, how can i triple A? Can't let that happen. Anyway, i went to my FIRST ff on friday! Turnout was disappointing as it rained. Was so agitated when it rain and i just spammed twitter all the way. But i still went for it. It was fun and good to see my camp mates becoming ff crew. Proud of them! Eff camp gonna come soon so my 2 weeks holidays gonna be jam-packed! Wheeee. Saw SSC GL recruitment and my Maxdonalds! Happy for them, going for leadership positions. They're like my children. Haha! Damn gay. Heard their cheers and i felt nostalgic. I miss camps and especially NPSU ones. Went to dinner with all of them at Astons and cabbed home after that. Itching for mahjonggggggggggggggg. OMG.

AND AND AND I BOUGHT MY VANS! LOVE IT ALOT.

I miss you guys. BBNG.

2010-12-03T01:59:00.003+08:00

Back and up!

It has been some time since i felt so bad. But oh well, thats life. Took a day's break today. Skipped school, will be so dead for Accounts. Even if i go school, i don't think i will be in the right mood. Went out and do my work and met Mervyn for dinner and Zhihong and Mike for supper. It was a good day out, put everything down and had fun. Finished my audit tutorial at starbucks and i'm quite satisfied. And yesterday starbucks was giving out free drinks, mervyn and i got it! The queue was pretty short. FREE java chip ftw! :D Haha! Life isn't treating me well though, had a rough patch during Tuesday. SIGH. I really gonna work hard for CTs. My aim is triple As, for all three modules. Sharon called me today and told me license is ready! Wheep! And diving bud and i are intending to dive again during the holidays! Miss her man!♥

I really really wanna be an acccccccccccountant! A zai one.

10k 10k 10k!

2010-10-24T22:19:00.002+08:00

End of holidays

Today is the last day of holidays. Guess what i was doing? Sleeping my day away. I just felt like shit after yesterday night. I went to powerhouse! Maybe yesterday wasn't my night, really felt like shit. Exited the dance floor to take a break. It just suck (N) Luckily ben luqman and noel waited with me for my first bus at hougang, thanks guys! Before that, i went for spooktacular with my group members. It is so much better than night safari! At least there are more places to go in spooktacular (Y) Joked a lot back there and we even try to scare one another. Haha!

This is holiday is damnnnnnnnnnnn different. Many friends were gone. Attachment, OIP, vacations, camps etc. But luckily i survived this holiday. Plus i met many new people too, especially in iDare (Y) I really love my group, they really reminds me of Pokemon! Oh well, where is over, is over. Time to head back to school. Arghhhhh.

Life's a beach.

2010-07-30T00:10:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Bro :D

2010-07-23T00:40:00.003+08:00

Time apart

I'm gonna leave for pahang at 5pm later on. I seem to be unwilling to go that place now. So many unfortunate things are happening, and i really want to stay back here and just reflect on myself. I'm afraid that i may not be on my performing state. I guess i will just go there and mingle, shall see how things go. I'm really lost now. I'll miss all of you. Bye!

Be my joy again

2010-07-18T16:00:00.002+08:00

I miss diving!

I know i'm slow, it was a week ago when i came back back from diving. It was ______ (Fill it in with any positive word). From theory lessons at paya lebar during society camp to practical lessons at outram secondary school swimming pool to the real thing at Tioman island. I was nervous and excited for diving all along. Because i can't really swim and stuff. Had a long bus ride to Timotel and that place has wireless! Which allowed me to "talk" to my faggotNPS for a while. Miss her manxz. Haha! Woke up and took a frigging long ferry ride to Tioman. We snorkel and dive during the trip! Really scary man. Snorkeling was not really fun, but it let me got used to the sea. My instructor swam all the way down to grab one coral and showed us. He want us to try it also. Crazy! First dive when we were near Tioman. It wasn't really good. Water kept going into my mask. Kept clearing my mask and eyes and nose were irritated. Kneeled on the seabed and did our regulator retrieval, mask clearing, ditching of weigh belt and buddy air sharing. Huiee almost killed me when she descended, the tank almost hit my head and luckily the instructor pushed me away! Huiee ah.. haha. And i accidentally slapped her face because i wanted to swim away. =/ First time entering the underwater world was unforgettable. Think a lot when i was diving, about all my friends, about if anything happened, how? Anyway, I saw a lot of cute fishes down there! But no turtle and octopus! :( I changed my mask during the 2nd dive! Was much better seriously! I dived for 4 times, 2 times on saturday and twice on sunday before heading back to S'pore. Went to eat seafood with huiee, sis and her friends with some instructor for dinner on 2nd day. They were all working at different places and teaching diving was only a part time job to them. I did not know! Had our graduation jump from the 2nd level of the boat on Sunday! Scary but awesome! I still cannot bear to leave the fishes! I saw boxfish, dory fish and clown fish and many more which i can't identify. Did something damn cool, went to fan the sea anemones and saw the clown fishes swimming in and out of it! Quite a few some more! (Y) Went back to pack and left the place, marsing back to Singapore. Sorry Noel that i can't attend your birthday celebration!

Huiee!
Thanks for going for this diving trip with me. Thanks for talking to me and i believe we had a great chat! We covered almost everything under the sun! Haha. And thanks for being my buddy during the dive! I believe we both had our own experience for this dive. For now, we're divers and i hope we can dive again even though we are damn broke. LOL! Go underwater world and dive la! Go chit chat with the sharks and stingrays. I hope that you will be fine :) Cheer up aite! Sister!

I'm a diver now! Hope to be a dRiver soon! Next aim! Sept!

2010-07-09T16:11:00.002+08:00

Recuritment

SCs recuritment was kinda..... fun? It was freaking chaotic in the first day. Thank you Daryl Ken for accompanying me to Beauty World to get spray paint! Although my group did not really use it in the end. Booth started at 1, Galen came from 1-2. There were a lot of people there, as if someone giving out free money. Was sweating like a dog la! There was music played too! Some clubber played the music there, kinda power (Y) Some guy from group 1 ( i don't know how to spell his name) was like singing the song and advertising his own group at the same time. Yanjun's group was the power one, just put paper there and people go sign up automatically. Zaiiiiiiiiiii! Talk cock with Mervin alll the way. Totally nua at the booth la. Bob, gw, noel came! I wish that they will sign up for my group la! But they don't wanna come back lehhhhhhhhh. Binni signed up for Jiahui's group also. Sigh, all the retards totally ps me. Went back home after recuritment!

Day 2 was less busy because a lot of people came to sign up during day 1. Went to booth during break and study for business message test. The test was fine i guess, hopefully i can do well! Totally became a cheapskate and went for FREE health screening and take freebies. Hahaha! Went back and slack with Brandon, Justin and weicheng and surianto. I did not get to take a group picture with my booth! :( Went to amk for Popeyes with Beekian, Benson, Mervin, Lance and Weikian! Did not know amk got Popeyes la! I thought they were kidding me. Took train back home after that! Circle line ftw!

Gong xi Brenda on passing her tp!

2010-07-05T21:15:00.002+08:00

New Life

I'm back from another camp. Kinda sick of camps already, went for countless camps during Year 1. This camp is different, new environment, new people and of course new friends. Had BBQ with everyone during 1st night and had ice-breaker games till the security guard come and chase us away. My group was red! First time getting red man, so i had to borrow gw's hip hop red shirt. My group consist of John, Yikang, Shawn, Amelia, Olivia, Sock Wan, Leon, Kehlim, YanJun and me! Amazing race during day 2 but i have to head for diving theory lessons halfway! Theory was fine, the instructor was funny and really get me in the mood to listen. Totally emo on the bus with huiee when some bridge at turf city had some accident. Bus changed route and there was a major jam. We talked a lot in the bus (Y) Mind games with Corrine, Galen, Mervin, YanJun, Rachel and Benson! I taught them quite a few games! It was really funny when i put my hand on my chest when Rachel asked me what i am doing. I told her i was feeling my heartbeat and she believed it! Damn funny la. Still got a lot of joker move like mervin covering his face and me blinking very obviously to Rachel to YanJun! Macs the next day and bus home!

Omg, i'm so busy now. I really need to catch up on my work now. Everything is like..... not good. University, still possible? My 10k accountant dream while i was still in sec school.
Pulling me back just like gravity.

2010-06-05T19:05:00.002+08:00

"Its like love is a lesson, Ill never learn.So i make the same mistakes at each familiar turn"

Many things in life dont usually go our way.
More often than not, you start feeling neglected,unappreciated,mistreated and hurt by the ones you truly love. But indeed, ‘thinking does really hurt your chances’,so get busy, stop that mind from overworking. Who loves a battle between the head and the heart anyway? We all know that our hearts are frail and weak. Dont we always rather choose to love the one we possess a strong sense of affection towards…rather than the one our mind is certain as what we really deserve?

Dissolve all that negativity, paint a smile.Cling on to whatever glimmer of hope you may retain and wait it out? Patience is a virtue, and so they say.
Take these hurt inflicted as stepping stones, feel happy about them, feel your heart get stronger.Before you know it, hey, you aint hurting as bad anymore.

Thank you, W.

2010-05-10T02:46:00.002+08:00

Happy Mother's Day!
Hello. Tomorrow marks the start of week 4. Time really flies. It almost mean the assignments and projects are starting to pour in ): Year 2 is kinda stress to me. Besides getting good grades, i've to take part in events and maintain bonds with my friends. It is not easy this time, with the new modules i have to take up.

Breakfast with my mother was kinda failed, she worked morning shift today! So waited for her to come back and have dinner with her dad and bro. Went to suntec, was finding to eat initially but in the end dad says KFC. Then the 3 of us were " wth, come so far to eat KFC". Walked around and bought food and bread from supermarket and circle line train back home. It seems like the first time in my whole life taking MRT with my dad! No joke.

Hello mum! I know you won't be able to see this because you don't use computer -.- But here goes.. Dear mum, I know i can be very rebellious at times. But thank you for raising me! So big size, not easy leh! Hahaha. I try to get good results as a gift for you this mother's day ok. Lurbexzxz you many many.

Line

2010-04-23T01:41:00.002+08:00

4th day of school is kinda screwed. I initially wanted to skip lecture only because im rly not feeling well. Then i accidentally skipped bcomm because i did not see that there was lesson today! Totally ruined my day. Cabbed to get my laptop and went to school. Hmmm was cosidering if i should go serve trips. Went for Dance4Fund and it was so packed so i decided to go makan place with weicheng and justin. Played monopoly deal there! Quite fun. Went to find Brenda and Binni and just nua there till Bob and gw came. Went to cheers as we were quite hungry and gw please stop playing with the jelly thing -.-

Life sucks. Year 2 rly sucks. Or maybe i just need time to adapt.
Date.

2010-02-16T21:30:00.002+08:00

CNY DAY 1
Slept till 10 plus and got woke up by my bro. Cabbed down to Gramps place and was the first to reach again -.- Slacked for 4 hours over there. Luckily i had my bro's iphone to play with, or else i will just die there. And my niece has grown up, she can walk and talk already. Time flies man seriously. Went down to my maternal side to bai nian. No one was there, this suck. I hate CNY, always reminds me of sad stuffs. And I miss my grandma! After that went to catch a movie and i was freaking hungry and tired by then. Had pasta and watched "True Legend". I still prefer Ip Man though. Went over to angpao river and walk around. Hahaha my angpao money is pathetic.

CNY DAY 2
Went to pray with my mom and sis at bugis and had dinner over there. Went to gw hse to meet him and brenda. Totally gayxz. Played blackjack and i think i was damn lucky. I took 5 cards and it was in sequence, (1,2,3,4,5) power! Went over to ton at brenda's void deck to play daidi, blackjack and htht. Brenda and i were bored when bob and gw went to pee.
Me: You don't have anything red on you ( throw 2 packet of chilli sauce to brenda)
Brenda: Why not we draw 21 on the table using the chilli sauce.
Me: Hahaha steady!
Brenda and i were laughing like hell when bob and gw returned. Their faces were like -.-" Then i was the banker and i got 8 and 5. I took one card and bob told me this...
Bob: I don't believe you will get 21.
Me: ( kinda scared, look at the side of the card) It was a 8 and i laughed immediately.
Me: slammed the card on the table( bob and gw totally :O)
I totally owned both of them and i was super high. Ownage ttMAX! The htht was so in depth, (y)
Brenda left and we went up a while later. I wanted to go wash my hair already when Brenda ask me this...
Brenda: eh max, can you see the car plate number?
Me: er.. 549..9
Brenda: wtf! get out now now now!
Us: ( All ran out immediately, see her mum outside somemore)
Her mother: wa, why so many people come to my house.
Us: ( Bob and I continue walking, only gw running)
We're freaking "lucky". Brenda could't come out and we could't go find her. And we went home!
This day is full of ups and downs. HAHAHA!

Come back soon Binni! :D

2010-02-07T22:23:00.002+08:00

19th Birthday

Was pretty surprised when i saw Brenda, Binni, Guowei and Bob in my room after i finished showering( thanks to my brother) . The door was closed and i thought my brother was changing! I still " knock the door and shouted kor!" Paiseh ttm. Then Guowei was sitting on the chair and binni was beside him. My jaw dropped. Brenda was behind the chair holding my cake. Bob scared me from behind my door. Wthz. Started chanting wtf. I was half-naked also. Made a wish and went out with them. Had a quick lunch at coffeeshop and went to lido. Initially Gw told me to watch "my ex" with Brenda only. I wtf again, and told him that she cannot watch horror movies. And he told me she did not know anything, but she already know EVERYTHING. "Tricked" her to Lido then we went to in the cinemas. Her acting is rly funny when i think about it now. Haha. Then Shaoxi came in, i totally stunned. Then he say Vannessa is outside then i okay. Ben was next. I totally wtf la chilli sauce face! Then Bob, Guowei, Binni ran in and each of them smacked my head. Ouch. Took pics and rolled over to Ion. Ate some snacks and slacked there. Went to Cineleisure to take neoprints! We're so cool. Went to the toilet and everyone was gone again?! Left me and Brenda, guowei called me to go to the second last cubicle and i was damn afraid that someone was behind the door, waiting to smash my face with whatever. Went to neoprints shop then fred perry to "find" them. Went to Gloria Jeans to rot while Brenda tried to drag time. Heng there was some performance there to entertain me. Saw Joyce, i was totally smiling away alrdy. Then Brenda tried to call her to go to the correct place where the rest were at. HAHA! Was discussing where to eat with her since the rest "pangseh" her, (ya right.) Guowei say he booked a table for 2 for me and her at The Cathay. Luckily Noel sms me the plan. ROFLz. Then Brenda still act ignorant, ask me why must go PS and eat. Then i just bombed that there got a lot of food to eat. Hahaha! We were lying to each other. But she did not know Noel sms-ed me stuffs. Hahaha ownage. Went to Aston's to eat. The queue was wtf? So freaking long, then some staff tell us guowei was waiting inside. GOODJOB! Haha. Was really surprised to see so many people inside, i was only expecting about 6-7 people? Then there was like 25 people there? My clique, idare, BIT peeps were all there. Guys, i'm touched ok. Just that I don't know how to express it. Some said that i was acting like my daughter is getting married? Haha. I was just plain happy. Thats all. Then i know what is feeling of having your face smashed on a cake. Lol. Went to ton and drink after that. Was very worn out because I went to Solomon's party before mine. Drank and i guess the alcohol effect haven't wear off.

Guys, especially the organisers, thanks a lot for making my 19th such a surprising and awesome one. I enjoyed myself and I love my present. (y) ( Thanks to Brenda and Guowei for leaking out clues one by one) Love y'all.

2010-02-04T02:27:00.002+08:00

A short update of my life.

Projects are all settled, left with my DSS presentation tomorrow. I'm left with final papers. And my DSS test is on this coming monday. Maec, blaw, ffa left. Gonna do so many wild stuffs after my papers. FOC, idare, outings and maybe club. Hahaha! I seriously need to relieve myself . Life has been quite happening recently.

My birthday post next up! (y)

2010-01-10T01:51:00.002+08:00

Is this the end of the moment or just a beautiful unfolding
Of a love that will never be or maybe be

Good news! Imma GL for FOC 10/11! Glad to see many familiar faces around me and sad to see some not getting chosen. They prank us somemore. LOL. My group is called Apollo. Some familiar faces like josiah ( my boss) , jamie and corrine and leiyi and arvin! Went to find Guowei and gang at boon lay. Wow, Boon Lay has changed so much since i last went there! Went to Guowei's house and watch tv and drank a lil. Caught the last 154! Super lucky. I won't be racist anymore! hahaha. ( inside joke) Saturday is a nua day. (Y) Tmrw gonna be a busy working day. Projects due soon! OMG.

Let nature takes its course.
What will happen will happen eventually.

2010-01-07T14:22:00.000+08:00

Put your hands up!

I had the weirdest dream ever.

2010-01-07T13:22:00.002+08:00

One of my fav :D

Okay, I'm down now. Feeling so sick. Staying at home to rest.

I knew when we collided you're the one I have decided
Who's one of my kind :D

2010-01-07T00:43:00.004+08:00

When I'm with you, I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you, whenever your not around

Cabbed to sch today, very reluctant to go to sch. Feeling quite sick now. My cough kinda evolve. Now will cough till out of breath. Ahhhhhhh. The feeling sucks man. Lms discussion was a failure. Haha! Were watching vids and blog. Talking about videos, i really pity the girl who got molested in the siloso beach party. But i heard that she's not escaping? No matter what, i pity her and bangalas this is for you _l_. Some silly girl asked me, what if she's there. Haha. Of course protect la silly! So bangalas you can just scram. Back to today, LMS was just plain project consulation. Free and easy! I love my group, i can communicate with them well. And i saw Irene's project video! So funny! Hahaha. Gonna do out best since this is the last LMS project alrdy. Went for brefing and went home with Corrine. I miss her man! It was damn long ago when we talk. 13! :D CT results is okay for blaw but not okay for accounts. Sian. Confirm must buck up for final exam!

Gonna be 19 soon, I feel like some uncle -.-

2010-01-05T03:31:00.002+08:00

First day of school is LOL. Got back ffa paper. Not really good :( BMGT lecture and went to Bukit Timah Plaza for pizzahut. Yueyang's treat! Thanks man! :D After that went to met Noel, Bob, Guowei, Brenda, Weilin and Bryan. Went to canteen 2 with them and watch them eat. Clean laptops after that and went to Bukit Timah Plaza to pool. Subway after that! Slacked at there till the place closes. Wow? Today was great only except for some awkard moments =/

You and me collide

2010-01-01T23:42:00.010+08:00

Happy New Year!
Yesterday uniform party was (Y)! Took bus to vivo in my sec sch uniform. There were endless pairs or eyes staring at me. Everyone was wearing such nice clothes and I was wearing my uniform-.- I don't wanna go into vivo when i got there. Embarrassed ttm. Met Brenda, Bob,Guowei, Ben, Benson and Luqman there. By then, we were like superstars. People just kept staring. Went to superdog and the person asked Bob if he wants a student meal. ROFL. Ate and took monorail to Sentosa, Palawan Beach. Our initial slacking spot suck. It was a slope and it was dark. We heard nice music and decided to change our spot. Slack nearby there. There's lights, good music. Cheap clubbing? Haha! We were wondering how binni and weian find us, some say " just tell them to follow the music!" LOL! Drank and played many games. Took many spasm pictures. Noel really owns! My face was super red by then. And some idiot started to whack people's dick. All of us were protecting. Haha! Pain ttm. Played " slap the hand" game with brenda. She's kinda retarded one. Hahaha! Then slept on our bags and talked! (Y) Went to macs for breakfast then bused home! This gathering is woohoo!

Please be a good year.

2009-12-31T18:27:00.003+08:00

Last post for 2009. Many things happened. And the biggest thing is that i entered NP, Accountancy i guess. Many good and bad things happen here and there. Looking back at 2009 made me regret for doing some of the stuffs and felt glad for some good things i did. Of course, I made many many new friends in this faraway environment called Ngee Ann Poly. They taught me many things, be it good or bad. Haha! You guys are awesome. Thank you! :D

These are my New Year resolutions ( Hopely i can achieve them )
1. Studyhard and get my desired grades ( Not easy. HAHA)

2. Stop eating so much and slim down

3. Be a better person and friend.

Hello 2010 :)

2009-12-25T20:40:00.003+08:00

Merry Christmas! :D

I know i'm have not been posting regularly. I got some entries i need to post. First is that my Common Tests are over! Hope I can score in it. And on that day itself, I finally went to club for the first time? Haha. I know I'm slow but it is like a totally new experience to me! Rebel's music was great that night. Was at there with Magon, Justin, JP and some of their friends. It was a hell of a night!

BAMP! 21/12/09 - 23/12/09
I sighed when I saw my grouping for it. Group 1. Have no friends inside at all except for Binni. I was even more dissapointed by the activities played. I only like the water bomb war. It was really war. Played 1 on 1 against Bob, Noel, Guowei and Weicheng. Funny ttm. But they cheated la. Noel hugged me and Guowei threw the waterbomb at me. Basket. Then some station games and night walk! Watched Phobia before that. Scary like shit. But the nightwalk cmi. Make me excited for nothing=.= Back to loft and ordered mac's! Was very fun tonning with my idare peeps and friends! HTHT (Y) Slept for only 2 hours lor. Cui ttm. Second day was boring also. But I went to have prata with idare peeps and friends. Played king's game and i fell asleep. Tired man. Some bastard disturb me. _l_ hahaha. Break camp and went to watch avatar with idare friends! Was sleeping most of the time la. I know i'm too rich :D

Christmas/Christmas eve!
Went to meet 10 people to drink at some random playground. Was at Ngee Ann Poly when it was 12am. Merry Christmas NP? Bused to somewhere near Bryan's house and settled at some playground. Played some cards games and drank. Kept laughing like some hyena. And looking at Charissa laugh make me laughed even harder. My face was very red by then. And they say my face look like chilli sauce. ( Inside Joke) Hahaha! Feeling damn light when I got up to pee. Played King's game again. The dares are very really fierce. Lip from neck to ear, lick nips, love bite, kissing etc. I got Bob's suayness. I got dare for around 10times. Power bo. Packed up and left at 6 plus in the morning. Crazy night (Y)

2009-12-14T17:12:00.003+08:00

People come and go. Perhaps he may not be the one for you? I know, it sucks to know the truth. But there isn't any use feeling upset if he is over it. It takes two hands to clap, just like love. One sided love ain't gonna last long. So why bother hurting yourself again? Move on, be strong.

I know you will pick yourself up.

2009-12-06T13:36:00.002+08:00

Our love is like the wind,
you can not see it but you can feel it.

This week isn't that good for me. Monday was fine, nothing happened. Tuesday is the start. Alrigh, I'm partly to be blamed. I waited 5 hours for my spanish class and I almost died. Luckily weicheng that kind soul accompanied me to play billard! And when I walked back from bukit timah plaza to block 50 classroom, NO ONE WAS INSIDE. For once, I thought I was at the wrong floor but it cannot be. My friend was there waiting for his gf as usual. I called Amelia and she told me it was cancelled. I felt like dying for that instance. Then I accompanied weicheng to fix his broken laptop. Wednesday was fine, again. Went to some talk for service trips. Feel like going to help some unfortunate people soon! Like old time in sec school. (Y) Dinner with Juliana, Weihan, Magon and Brandon and Magon's friend! Thanks Mag for the dinner! You still have 1850 dollars left! HAHA. Thursday was sad ttm. My laptop screen cracked. After DSS presentation, went up to take DSS quiz. Screen cracked due to some reason. Luckily Corrine was outside when i rushed out to borrow some laptop:D Thanks kid. Hope lappy is okay. Gonna fix it today. Friday was fine too. Phew~
Went to some christmas party yesterday. Luckily Jia was there to talk to me. We were at the same booth! (Y) Took care of the games and had free popcorn and candy floss! Those kids were adorable and some came back to play many times! Had NPS and BAcom and Choir there to perform. They were so noisy that I cannot hear the violins when they are playing. The Christmas Carols was my favourite. I just LOVE to listen to them. So heartwarming and relaxing. Awesome (Y) New moon after the event and home!

CT soon!

2009-11-29T09:58:00.002+08:00

I use to be love drunk, but now I'm hangover
I love you forever, forever is over.

Elearning week is almost over. It has been a long and a rather torturous week when I need to meet the deadlines for each module and submit assignments online. I gotta start revising as exams are drawing near. I want to have the sense of security when i enter the exam hall.
This week was spent on outings with my poly clique, idare friends and having mahjong session with some sec school friend. I'm too lazy to go into details. Haha! Anyway, I have a new addiction and that's prawning! I just went there on Friday with my family. I admitted i was so lousy at first as the prawns ate my baits and I thought nothing was happening. When i caught my first one, I was so excited and I did not how to react. My brother called me to draw back the rod and I did not know what to do. But there was no device to reel the prawn back. So I just continue to stone there for a while as the prawn was struggling to free itself from my hook. After that i draw back the rod and kept my prawn in my net. HAHA! There's pretty much how I had my first catch. Those people around me are so damn pro. Catching so much faster than I do. It was a good experience! But too bad that place is too remote. Its only accessible by car. Walking will take quite so time. Today is the last day of Elearning. I'm gonna spend it well. Feel like asking my friend for dinner. Should i?

In the end, it is us against the world.

2009-11-10T09:22:00.002+08:00

6Nov09
Happy Birthday Corrine!

7Nov09
had TBD and i got there late. Haha! Played some games on the chairs and had some impromptu skit. L4D! LOL! Went to meet iDARE peeps after that with Huiee. Bus rides are always so sleepy. Luckily Huiee and I talked all the way. Or else I'll fall asleep inside. "I come out when I see dray" HAHAHA! Damn funny! Had Fish & Co at glasshouse with them. Talked and catch up with some friends. It was fun! Gonna Bball with them this coming sat! I'm rusty already! Have not play bball for quite sometime.

2009-11-05T01:33:00.002+08:00

Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

OMG! Super White or Chao Ji Bai got third for BANG finals! Good job guys! You guys are still the best to me! You all did really well! OMG, i think i fell in love with Jordan already. HAHAHA! Corrine was shocked and i bet she wanted to cry. Loser kid. Just cry if you really want. FEEL THE LOVE! I know you are damn happy and touched. AND NOW YOU KNOW THE REASON WHY I DON'T LET YOU SEE THE BANNERS! :D Anyway, tcare tranny!

I want you to be my saving grace.

2009-11-02T04:11:00.002+08:00

What's wrong with me
I'm stuttering

BOO! HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATHER!

I have always wanted to blog for the 1st day of school and i was too lazy to do so. So here i am now! Blogging at 4.12am after finishing my FFA tutorial. HAHA! I'm gonna be so tired tmrw. I asked for it. I am still so lazy to do my work. Damn. It is so hard to push myself. Anyway, I finally went to the night safari for once! Never been there before, i feel like a tourist -.-" Went there on saturday for the halloween event with Corrine, Fion, Weicheng and Justin. It was really interesting to see people dressing in their costumes. Fion screamed like so mad woman and Corrine was acting like herself, a kid. She wasn't afraid at all but she find them funny also. Stupid rain almost make us not wanting to go Night safari. It was really heavy and dampens the halloween spirit. Let's go sentosa next year okay! I hope it will be better than Night safari :D Till then! Pics will be up in facebook!

Happy Birthday Dad!
Went to had dinner with my whole family just now. It was great getting together and chat. I can sense the happiness in my Dad. He was grinning from ear to ear. He must be feeling fortunate to have me,bro and sis and mum to celebrate with him! Haha. (Y)

My sexy voice is back.

2009-10-17T20:01:00.002+08:00

Everyone always wish to be somebody
It is like a cycle.

This holiday is one of the better one i have! There was the TCP camp, TBC camp, outings with my Pokemons and my great friends. PLUS I WENT TO KL TO WATCH BLACK EYED PEAS! ZOMG! It was really cool to see stars upclose. They were still awesome although there were some technical difficulties. (Y) School's gonna start soon. In around 1 day plus time? Kinda hate school but i still have some eagerness inside me, mixed feelings. I'm gonna work real hard this semester to pull my gpa up. And I'm gonna win that gamble. I can smell the 100 bucks already. Now i'm wondering if i should join a cca. Because i'm not really active in my current one. I need some ears.

Byexzx!

2009-09-21T18:59:00.000+08:00

Don't overlook things
Look what is around you.

2009-09-20T15:23:00.003+08:00

I gotta feeling
That tonight's gonna be a good good night

iDARE Sep'09 was a blast. Filled with fun and enjoyment.

Day 0 - 13Sep
Went to pick Huiee, Angela, Jesslyn, Ngiap, Ziyi, Sabrina at Kallang Mrt before heading back home. Slack, talk, chat, and discuss about our performance and flag. Did our dance at the void deck. Everyone was so tired after staying up the whole night. Zombies totally.

Day 1 - 14Sep
Did some games and runway forfeit if you dont get to find people to group with you. Was funny and boring at some parts. People overboard! LOL. Eat your grub? Hahaha. Played a game with numbers inside with a boundary. We can step in one person at one time and tap the numbers in order. So funny la. We were very tired also. Slept while waiting for our turn. Went out to play other games, whalewatch, giant see-saw and the log game. Really show our team spirit in this game. There was a part where we cannot talk to one another. So i started to talk to the instructor there. And slowly, everyone does that. HAHAHA! Lunch and dinner was crap. Very awful. The chicken's meat is so dry that i'm too lazy to eat it. We had an angel and mortal game also. Thats the funny part also. I did not know who my angel was and he/she keep giving me thrash instead of good food and stuff. Played blindfold game after that. That was lame. Raven kept beating me. LOL. After dinner was geocaching, went to different checkpoints using gps. It was quite cool when i use it. First timer :) Sleeping area was great. Got aircon somemore. The beetles there are oversized. So big and water pressure at the shower area sucks.

Day 2 - 15Sep
Went to climb the mountain after breakfast. It was tough. Chiong like hell as we were the group leading. When going down the mountain, it was never ending. It was slower than going up. Felt great when we finally are done with it. Rafting was next. We combined all our rafts together and it was like a dragonboat. The seawater there is so clear and scenery there was gorgeous. Went to have buffet for dinner! Finally some good food. My angel gave me rojak, with many food mix together. So awful. And the angel hint me by describing his/her face with food. LOL. Went to rehearse our performance for the last time after dinner.

Day 3 - 16Sep
Hi-elements, Paintball, Team Challenge Pyramid!
Did TCP with Irene and Kenneth from AhGua and Krystalle, jesslyn and sabrina from my group :) It was quite tiring and scary at some part. Went all the way up and rang the bell! Sense of accomplishment! Did the flying fox down. It was thrilling and WTF at the same time. Paintball was next. Time for some Counterstrike:D Someone shot my eye. Whoever that was, (Y) Luckily i wore my face mask. or else i will be blind. Hi-elements was next. Did the pamper stand. I grabbed the pole! But i still drop down. Sian. Could not do the giant swing because we had no time. T_T It looks damn fun! Went back for performance and dance. Last debrief after that. It was so intense. Everyone seems so sad? Went to sleep very late that night.

Day 4 - 17Sep
Had breakfast and packed up and went for Banana boat, Jet-ski and All Terrain Vehicle! Banana boat was first. We just kept bouncing on it. Huiee Fell off the boat. Noel almost fall off the boat for 2/3 times. He damn clumsy. Jet ski was indescribable. It was off the hook. Full throttle all the way. Cut the waves and made my Jet-ski jumped. Awesome man! ATV was the last activity. Huiee met an accident. Scare the hell out of me as i was just behind her. Glad that she was fine:) We became real dirty after that. Shower and went to have our last dinner at Bintan and we went back Singapore. Went to Bedok hawker and eat with some of my friends :D

Went to dance lessons with my sis on 18sep. First timer man! I still prefer the salsa class. Not because i can hold many girl's hand and dance, but the way it was tought was better than the hip-hop class. Really enjoy myself, but i was still very sleepy after iDARE. Thank you sis. (hope you're not reading my blog)

Thank you Pokemons, you made my iDARE experience one of a kind.

2009-09-09T23:58:00.001+08:00

Cause no one knows you like I do
They don't see you like I do, baby

I'm gonna blog about BAmazing Race that happened on 5th Sep.
Wc and I went to justin's house and stay over before going to school for the race. We were very weird, we walked for 10mins to the prata shop and we decided to order Mac instead at the roadside. Awesome eh. Then we called Corrine and Shihwee and disturb them. Damn funny.
Us: Oi we found the first clue alrdy!
C: Ok, orh, bye bye.
Then she continue sleeping. She is so dead. Haha!
Us: Eh, later we meeting at KAP
Shihwee: Ok...
Both of them are like dead pigs. She even sms weicheng to ask if we are really meeting at kap at 5am! Hilarious, isn't it?
We got there and the game starts. First is to find 5 places in NP according to the pictures. Luckily we got to change one of the pictures because corrine went to tell them we give up. HAHAHA! NICE. Or else we'll be trapped there man. We always lag at the first station. Then 2nd station was at west coast park. Did some obstacle course and maths. 3rd was at Happa Villa. We were supposed to transport big, fat and wriggling worms to a cup using different parts of our body. I got hand, Shihwee got forehand, Weicheng got cheeks(LMAO) and Corrine got shoulder(LOL). We need to pass 27 worms -.- So suay. Thanks to Corrine and Weicheng for picking out 9 and 10. Corrine and Weicheng were swearing all the way, as usual. Then we drank some soya bean milk with chin chow. And the station master say it is intestine. Idiot, scare us. 4th was Kallang Basin! We could't guess it. We wrote Kallang Sabin or inbas at first. LOL. Ran there and kayak. Weicheng was with shihwee, Corrine with me. Wc's group was damn funny. Shihwee just screamed ALL THE WAY and everyone was looking at them. ROFLMAO. Her new name is OPERA55! :D And Corrine asked me if the kayak would CUPSIZE. I was laughing like hell at the moment. OMG! Then corrine and I kayak for around 2km and we need to guess a song with wc and shihwee acting out. Damnit. My arms were aching. But it felt good after working out like that. Taka next, did some dumb cheer and jumping john. 6th was bottle tree park at katib. Damn faraway. We did 100sec no NG. We failed and we were detained for 15mins. We just sat there and watch teams going off 1 by 1. Damn demoralising. IMM was next. We need to find a stranger and do a dance with them. Luckily shihwee saw her friends and danced with them. Lastly is to go back to sch asap. We got 13th place afterall. No matter what, we still got something related to 13. Feel quite happy la. We were expecting 18th or what. Good job guys! Went to makan after that and made some more new friends. ACC people are really not so active in these events! I don't see much ACC people. Sucks.

2009-09-08T00:07:00.002+08:00

Hey, we can be as happy as we want to be, girl
But we gotta make it work

I'm back. First week of my holidays is already a mess. Done and gone through lots of things. BAmazing Race, Singapore Run, pinic with my friends at marina barrage( my first time going there, that place is beautiful) and briefing for my iDARE camp and seeing my teammates. SO many la. Went back to school today, BDD briefing and my new subcom meeting. Things gonna be tough, need to find sponsorships and stuffs. Busy man. Went to meet Magon and wc with corrine at Plaza Sing. Watched I love you, Beth Cooper. That show was nice. That girl is quite pretty also. Haha! I'm gonna watch more movies! The last movie i watched at cinemas was "Drag me to hell". We went to eat and took neoprints after that. My suggestion somemore. Someone say me NIANG TTM. This is trying out new stuffs! Went home after that. Gonna meet my Pokemons tmrw. O.O

MG, I'm 101% MAN.

2009-08-28T22:53:00.003+08:00

Baby lay back and I will just
spend the night staring at you.

Exam's over. Time to party and rot. Finally we're free. INFA was ok ok. Still hoping I can get an A. YUEYANG I WONT GET AD. PLEASE. Just an A for me. I dont want Bs T_T Can't wait for the upcoming camps! Gonna rock! Hope i meet some best people of my life there.

3.7 and above please.

2009-08-27T18:55:00.002+08:00

But you're so hypnotizing
You got me laughing while I sing

Wow. It has been hell of a ride. Last paper tomorrow and hello to 7 weeks of holidays. I don't want to rot at home! I'm going to go out as many times as possible man. Just now went to play L4D after MIEC paper. Damn fun! And I'm v sick of that game now. Went to eat some snacks and went home. INFA! Give me A ok!

If it ain't you baby.

2009-08-20T00:30:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Demi Lovato and Fion!

2009-08-12T12:15:00.004+08:00

Hear the song of my life,
Let it be a sweet sweet sound

Credits: DeviantArt

Spent my entire national day at home, but went to Jo's house before that. I was too lazy to go town already, it would be too jammed or crowded for sure. And I went to school yesterday for a 2 hour lesson. 2 hour travelling time for 2 hour lesson. I really miss 15mins travelling time to school! Bumped into Julia on bus, was nice catching up with her. My dinner was eaten by ants! Luckily dad came back and agreed to buy stingray for me. WOO! Anyway, damn you ants.

Life's getting kinda empty now.

2009-08-09T22:14:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Singapore!
Happy Birthday Kelly! 08/08/09

2009-08-07T23:27:00.003+08:00

OH FUCK, Bcomm wasn't a great ending for me. Presentation did not go well. Miss Tan said that my presentation I did was quite dead, no energy. I know i always presented with some liveliness of mine but today I can't. Why? Because I'm fcuking sick la. Oh great, 20% presentation screwed up. Karen once said something, "God helps those who help themselves". I'm ready to help myself, but God, will you help? Mess up, clean up, and go.

And to that someone who caused this, whoever it is. FUCK YOU SERIOUSLY
I've never been this pissed in my life.

2009-08-03T16:48:00.003+08:00

And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby

Woo! July was a tough month to pull through. Presentations and mini tests and projects. Cats presentation, Bcomm and miec integrated project, spanish presentation and test etc. So many to list! Luckily i survived this tough month. And now, August has arrived. Final exams month! ITB, INFA, MIEC AND BSTATS. I'm sick now! My temperature was 39.1 when i visit the doctor, now is 37.5. Much more better. Hope I'm able to go school tomorrow.

At least i know now.

2009-07-26T03:38:00.003+08:00

Now you're listening to what they say
Don't go that way

Ignite at RP was LOUD and was quite an eye-opener. Because i have not been to any concerts, althought i wanted to but did not go in the end. (like FOB and PCD concerts) And today i did not go to school, sorry Edwin! But i went to meet Magon and co at evening. Went chomp2 with them to eat, first time man! Good experience though. Still prefer the hawker centre at house area =D Went to had some delicious ice-cream and mac and went home with Fion.

Lazy to elaborate, I'm tired.
AND! Thanks Jw for your company! :D
Loving my new disc! Yeah!

2009-07-18T20:01:00.004+08:00

please remember,remember December.
We were so in love back then.

Productive day, almost done with my espanol project. WOO! Bstats test 2 was quite difficult and i hope things it won't pull me down. Wednesday tennis was off the hook! Really fun! There were only about 10 people? How i wish every week will be like this :D BCOM presentation was good too. Hope to get an A for that. Individual assignment is coming up! Still have no inspiration on what topic to do.I'm left with 4 projects. This sem is going to end! I want holidays! I wanna nua at home :)
Happy Birthday Malcolm! - 15/7/09
Happy Birthday Genell! - 17/7/09

THREE MORE DAYS, WTFFFFF.

2009-07-05T22:59:00.003+08:00

This video is for you, my friend
I am flooded with projects now. @.@ Itb proposal, Bcom group presentation, integrated project for bcom and miec, CATS assignment 2, Spanish class. OMG, that sucks man!Can't wait for them to be cleared!

July 21st is coming soon!:D So are exams =(

2009-06-29T04:25:00.003+08:00

The top of the mountain is where everyone wants to reach,
but it is the process of climbing where we grow and mature

AHHH! My school never extend our holidays! WHY! =(
Went to support Emma on thursday, joined her amazing race! It was a great experience man, althought we did not win! But it was a close shot! Prize for 1st 2nd and 3rd were 125 75 and 50 respectively. We were 5th! So close! We were very enthusiastic. We were like running all the time! Solving the clues were fun too, and there was one that was totally irrelevant though=.=" The lao pa sat clue was the best! We were cheering all the way when we guessed it correctly. Oh my, I think our group is very zai. School is starting in 4 hours time and here i am blogging! I dont feel like sleeping =.=" I am still waiting for the news from my school that holidays are extended T_T Getting back results for CT soon. SO DEAD =/

Group 13! WOOHOO!
July 21st! Can't wait >.<

2009-06-09T14:57:00.002+08:00

That's what you get
When you let your heart win

Bstats is over now:D MIEC and ITB left. I think ITB will be a tough one, everyone is talking in lectures and i have no idea of what was tought. Accompanied Benedict to block 72, level 9. Guess what? I saw her. What a blessing in disguise! I seriously suck. Okay, enough of that. I cannot wait for holidays to come! There are some things i want to do. BBall with my sec school friends, tennis? Movies and staying over at friend's house! And shopping! Since it is GSS now, I shall not waste this opportunity!

July 21st! Here we go again! BAMP!

2009-06-06T22:07:00.002+08:00

Keep holding on
You know we will make it through.

INFA common test today, the atmosphere was like O'level! It was very intense. I have a good news, I got my 1st A in Ngee Ann Poly! Finally! My minutes assignment is done too, was laughing like hell with Kim while doing. My hands was freezing there! Oh man, time passes so slowly! I cannot wait for the next sem when I can change my timetable. Happy Birthday Kelvin! 3 more papers to go!

I love you!

2009-06-03T00:21:00.004+08:00

Buses and buses passed by
But you were not in any of it

Went orchard after school with teehou and lester. Thanks for accompanying me! First time experiencing a bus breakdown! Haha! We just board the bus and it broke down, what luck? Operation Bag Search was a failure, came home empty handed. Queensway is next, hope it will be a fruitful trip. Presented ITB proposal today, another load off my shoulder. There is the minutes to be written for Business Communication. Got back my 2.5% graded classwork also. Many people were complaining about their marks. NPSU meeting was pretty empty today? Went home after that. Did not see! Shyt!

Happy Birthday Sheena! :D

2009-05-31T22:59:00.002+08:00

Maneater, make you work hard
Make you spend hard
Exams are around the corner and here i am blogging. I wonder how poly examinations are like. Hope they are manageable man! I joined tennis recently with Benedict. It is great but tiring at times. No stamina now, since i stopped playing basketball last year. Need to train and improve my stamina. Talking about basketball, I miss playing it! Gotta find Genjing and co to play sometime during my holidays! Great times, great times. I baked a chocolate cake and tiramisu yesterday! I know it is not me, but i went for this baking class. Hahaha! It is really interesting and i think baking is not what i am good at. Good experience! I still prefer to eat cakes and muffins then baking them!

When two worlds collide

2009-05-20T23:45:00.002+08:00

You have a feeling that you have no place to hide?
I can be your shelter until it's done.

Late for 30mins for CATS lesson today, I hope my tutor will be lenient to me. Finally finished my CATS thinking tool project, huge load off my shoulder. Bcom presentation done too. WOOOO! Now got new burdens, ITB proposal. Oh man. Tennis was really fun! But the part when we played match was boring. But I rally with Arlene and it was great man, I can hit the ball back with ease. Spanish class after that and the exam for it seems difficult. O.O Pray hard! Weds come quick next week!

Keep raining.

2009-05-16T13:21:00.004+08:00

Sometimes things are just not in my control
Some facts! :O
I saw a girl who looks like Demi! I felt like a idiot because i kept looking at her. Hahaha! And I heard from my friends that she may be from NP? I hope not man, it will be awkard when i see her!
I dropped my phone for the first time! F***!
BCOM presentation was very good, according to my dearest tutor. =D
Yesterday's gathering with 5A`08 was wooooo! Althought time was kinda short, great time passes fast!
I'm sick =.= that sucks!
I beginning to love tennis , Wednesday rules! For some people, don't have wild guesses. =)
Chingqi is still short, Shereen's friends crack me up ttm. Disco dancer! LMAO.
They say i slimmed down! YEAH!
I got rejected from BA Envoys, that spoilt my day actually.
Lastly, work hard for those who are graduating =D

I know it had been a tough fight
Perhaps things are written in the books beforehand

2009-05-13T23:56:00.001+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday Magon!

2009-05-02T15:09:00.002+08:00

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on

I love labour days =D They are the best days ever for me to take a break from the hectic life i am having in school. Who says poly life is slack! &(%@&@^*#$@*&#@ Overslept for my flag day, sigh =.= Met WC and the rest for settler's cafe in the afternoon. Dirty minds is a stupid game! So difficult to guess the word. The "ugly ugly ugly" game was a funny one, everyone was snatching the cards. Magon got scratched but don't know who did it. LOL! Went for ramen with another friend after that. I'm starting to like ramen, but i prefer spicy ramens. Went to find Magon and the rest after my dinner. Sat there and chatted with them until 10 plus and went home.

I got an assignment which is troubling me, What can i do to "wow" my audience? Damnit, so hard to think of one.

Enjoy your weekends while you can!
Get well soon for people who are sick! =D

2009-04-16T14:44:00.002+08:00

Had a hard time yesterday, woke up due to the damn mozzies bite. Zzz. Feeling dizzy and felt like vomitting. Met SR performers at harbourfront mrt and head to Sentosa. It was fun but i don't feel well, could't enjoy to the max. Played volleyball, touch rugby and basketball there. Hahaha. Went to had jiaxiang mee at vivo after that. I could't finish the noodles, didn't have much appetite. Went up to the roof of the vivo and played some games there. Truth and dare can be a sicked game sometimes! Haha. I had a great time with my friends afterall. See you guys on friday.

Go away my sickness

2009-04-12T21:48:00.003+08:00

I got a fever, I'm hot and I can't be stopped!

BAoc was great! Especially the performance. It was fun and i got to know many friends in the group! Thanks Kheehan for pulling me into the group! Or else i will not be able to get to know these friends. The dance was fun and everyone was panicking behind the curtains, trying their best to remember every steps Juliana tought us. I did the couple dance, demon dance and mass dance. I was really like an idiot. I can't remember the steps at all. Took me quite some time to remember them.
Staying back everyday till 10 and going back during morning. Tired like hell. Chatting with Magoh, Brandon, Ke ping was the bomb. We laughed like hell. Taking pictures and cheering among our own performers group too. Hahaha. Jump shots too! This is how we spend our free time together. Had dinner at Alumni with all the performers and we made the restuarant into a kopitiam. LOL! I love my SR friends and sbsc. Can't wait for the BBQ man! WOO! =D

Smashing rock simply rocks!

2009-03-24T20:01:00.004+08:00

Flames to dust, Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end?

Sports camp 09/10 was a blast! Everyone was going crazy during the campfire night! Everyone just danced when the music was played. Wow! I had never been that high before man, NEVER. Food there was great, BEST camp food i ever had! Seriously. Had showcase for Magnum force(cheerleading), canoe polo, rugby, floorball and dragonboat! So much fun man. I'm thinking if i should join dragonboat. I am afraid my friends cannot regconise me next time. HAHA! I'm missing my new family, "Aztec" now! The GLs were great, they really took care of us. Helping us with filling bottles, getting food, etc. Great people, great people. Aztec! Outing soon! Miss you guys man.
On a brighter note, I passed my BTT! I know it is nothing to be proud about, but i am still happy that i passed. Mwahahaha! It just feel so good when things go your way.

Aztec POWER SIOL! YEAH BABY!

2009-03-17T21:11:00.002+08:00

OBS outing today, it can be called the MJRians outing too. Lol. Went to west coast with Haziqah, Kim, Ziying, Guowei, Cheryl and Jeremy. Now i have a bad impression of west coast, NO bike kiosk AT ALL! Wth right. Damnit. Then we were so disappointed, and we went down to Leisure Park. Haha! We went there to chit-chat and have something to eat. Overall was great although the outing failed somehow. Let's go EAST coast next time! It is still the best! Hahaha!

NP sports camp tomorrow!
Till then!
DL! WOO!

2009-03-09T19:32:00.003+08:00

This is the "accurate" information about why Chris Brown assaulted Rihanna.LMAO.

Dreams becoming reality.
SO real that i cannot rememeber whether it happened or not.
But I do want one of my dream to happen, that will be awesome! :D

2009-02-26T13:19:00.002+08:00

Demi is releasing deluxe version of her album, I'm SO gonna get it. 2009 is going to be a better year althought 2008 was incredible.

Make me a happy person!

2009-02-20T20:47:00.002+08:00

Morning breeze + Mp3 = Relaxing morning walk!
Received my enrolment package 2 days ago, there are quite a number of things to attend to. Pay fees, pay notebook, register online etc. It is so troublesome! 2 more months to the start of my school!

Happy birthday Lester!

2009-02-19T00:21:00.004+08:00

Happy 17th Birthday Caroline [15 Feb]
Happy 18th Birthday Chang Yang! [16 Feb]
Happy 17th Birthday Haziqah! [17 Feb]
Happy 18th Birthday Gui Yong! [17 Feb]

Met Kelly, Gui Yong, Yuting, Calista and Cheng An for dinner and celebrated gy's birthday at some ulu shop. First time eating there, average rating. Gy got punked by the girls when he blew the candles, hahaha. Then we were so afraid that the smoke detector will be activated. Haha, we went to take a bus (kelly suck) to Parklane for pool. The pool tables there really CMI. A lot of funny things happened there. Flying pool balls! Thats the killer. Cheng An was the lucky boy, shot without aiming also can get ball in. WTH=.= Went to bus stop after pool, Yuting is a dirty-minded person. Kelly also.

Any Ngee Ann students from mjr out there?
Can you be friends with me? I'm so lonely. Damnit.

2009-01-30T22:38:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday to me!

Best one ever.

2009-01-25T01:50:00.004+08:00

Went to Parkway and Peninsular with gy yesterday. Tiring day! Got my red jacket also, finally found it. Have been going out to shop for these past few days, and piggy is empty now. I think i'm getting a job, but no lobangs for now =( Gy finally bought his shoes after going to so many shops. Reunion dinner later, mass pe starting soon! Hahahaha!

Happy Birthday Genjing!

2009-01-15T22:57:00.002+08:00

Spent my first few days meaningfully =D Went to Secondary One orientation. OGL! Those kids are really crazy man. I don't think i was like them when i was Sec 1. Phew, luckily i was not in charge of any class. But overall was fun, at least i don't rot at home and do nothing. Thanks Mr Koh for the pizza! He is such a steady teacher. Haha. Get to know some juniors who were in the OGL also. Like Cheryl and Eliza. AND someone told me dirty jokes la. SUPER DIRTY! About some skiing things? And still got one more, i forgot about it already. I'm happy that i volunteered for being an OGL. (: (not because of the jokes!)

Results for me was great, unexpected also. I don't know how to express my happiness. Haha. My friend even say i look unhappy. Lol. I finally can go to my dream course. But I still hope to get into the same poly as my friends. PRAY! My birthday is an important date for all this year. Yes, it is 30jan, the posting results for all the O'level students. May all of you get into the course you want (:

Bye MJR =)

2009-01-10T19:22:00.005+08:00

Day 8 - 05/12/08
I'm at a resting place called Halleluyah. It was a 4 hours of bus ride from the base camp to here. Super tired now. It is so misty here! Freezing cold -.-" I cannot imagine how the peak of Mt Kinabalu will be like =.= Had our dinner prepared at Halleluyah and the sunset there was so nice! I had never seen such beautiful scenery. The people living there still tell us when is the most beautiful moment. I guess they must have already seen it many many times. Haha! Had fried rice, chicken wings and FRENCH FRIES for dinner! WOOT! Finally something edible =/ But the fried rice was tasteless, althought they added a lot of sauce. Ran into the girl's bunk and chatted with them, and some jokes happened. Lol. Suhiang became a terrorist? Lmao. The bugs were driving Linges crazy also. Huida danced when an insect was on him? Comedical eh. Jeremy was snoring very loudly and some of the boys applied some ointment on his face? Haha. I was knocked out not long after that. Worn-out!

Day 9 - 06/12/08
Packed up and had another bus ride to the foot of the Mt Kinabalu. I was so excited, which i don't know why! When we talk, there will be steam coming out of our mouth. So cool! Pardon me, it is my first time seeing that =) Took our official name tags and went climbing! Saw group 3 and group 4 while climbing, they reached the summit already. We need to pass by 7 huts before we reach the 11000ft resort for us to rest at. There are squirrels at some of the huts, i wonder how they survive they coldness.. Reach the 11000 Ft resort and we were half-dead. went to wait for the lunch buffet to start and we played board games there. Monopoly! I was the overall loser! I left with 5 dollars when they stopped playing. LOL! I was super unlucky, keep going into other people's property, so i got to pay them =.= Some of them were sleeping. I see some people earn money by carrying stuffs from the foot of the mountain to the 11000Ft resort! OMG! And these people climb very fast, so fit! Their calf is like my thigh =/ It is around 10 degrees at the 11000Ft. Freezing~ I can't really adapt, i have never been to such cold places. Went to our resting place and slept at around 7.30pm. I could't sleep! TOO early already. Gonna wake up during midnight to continue climbing to the summit.

Day 10 - 07/12/08
It was 2am! Continue climbing~ Reached the summit at around 5 plus. I was freezing already. Kept resting while climbing, very tired. Everyone was already there when i reached the summit, wth. Watched the sunrise and took some pictures. Beautiful sunrise man. We were above the clouds, imagine how high were we? 4095.2m! Finally reached the summit, very happy and proud of myself. YEAH! Decend slowly and went to eat breakfast and continue decending to where our bus was. My group members was running when they heard that there will be a sumptous buffet if we reach the starting point on time. CHIONG AR! And again, i was at the back, lol. Went to had our buffet and the place where Jia Hao choose was very cold! Stupid idiot, go choose such a cold place to eat. I was freezing already. Ate a little only, no appetite. Went back to bunk after that, WOOT! Shower~ and rested. Tomorrow will be a easy day. Going to village! All expeditions cleared =D

Day 11 - 08/12/08
Morning PT! What a "great" way to start the day. Took some food to the van and bus-ed there. The place is full of animals, like a farm. There are pigs, dogs, chickens and cats. The pigs there are HUGE! The childrens there are all jet li wannabes. They punch and kick some of us. Crazy kids =.=" Watched their TV and one of the kid keep replaying their Ultraman. Replay it for 5 times??!?!?? Watch some old cartoons too, like digimon and some ninja cartoon. Group 1 came to visit us also, 15 mins walk? Chatted and played poker. Lol. We were very free! Nothing to do at all, time to relax. Went to a church to perform at night, sang some songs there. The people living there performed their traditional dance and our instructors sang the "Sayang Kinabalu". It was nice =) Played poker again back at the villager's house. There is a punishment this time. Pumpings =D We even made our instructors do pumping when they lost. Haha. I did 3 only? ^^ Slept at the living room after that.

Day 12 - 09/12/08
Bid farewell to the villagers and went back base camp. Going home soon! Had mixed feelings, both happy and sad. Happy that we can go home(FINALLY), sad because the fun is ending. Rafting with all the other 3 teams. So fun! Washed up and went back to pack up. Had a certificate ceremony at the assembly hall. Took many pictures, we were like superstars! LOL. Went to airport at around 6plus, idk. Chiong to had some fastfood! KFC! WOO~ Heavenly! Our instructors were very funny, they cried and I told them we were not going in yet. I said "Don't cry now, later no more tears. Save it for later." Funny la. They were great people. No kidding. Boarded the plane and bid farewell. Reached East coast campus at around 2am? So tired la. Luckily leonard gave me a ride home. Thanks. Everything at home seems so weird. BYE OBSabah! Waiting for my letter, 6 months time. Hope i will achieve what i wanted.

2008-12-17T15:30:00.004+08:00

Day 4 - 01/12/08
WOOT! Sailing back today was much more easier compared to yesterday, because there was help from the motor boat again. Thus we only had to sail for a short distance. Detached the equipments from the whaler and washed them. I wanted to go and shower immediately! My head is like filled with ants, so itchy! Return the gears to the cage and had my SHOWER^^ Had lunch after that and went for an activity, "Giant Ladder". I was in Group 3, with Andrina and Nicholas. I have tried this before with Chang Yang in OBSingapore before, climbed to the 4th step and that was it. But this time, we succeed =) That place is filled with Mosquitoes! I could even hear the buzzing sounds they make. WTF! I was beating my hands instead of clapping when we did our group cheer. Haha! Had dinner and went for our Jungle Expedition briefing. Some were already dozing off while listening. Imagine how tired we are? -.- This will be a tough one, the insects are all waiting for us. Especially the mozzies and leeches. Let's embrace the nature! Hope the weather would be great. PRAY!

Day 5 - 02/12/08
Had morning PT and got ready for the Jungle Expedition. I hate this part the most and i believe that it would't be easy to pull through this 3D2N. Packed up, gathered and took a mini bus to somewhere remote. The jungle is big, large, enormous, gigantic, whatever you call it. The slopes were steep and while trekking, it rained. Fcuk! So much for the praying =.= Everywhere started to become muddy and everyone start to fall down. I was the sweeper, quite unlucky during rainy days. Because the slope is super muddy and hard to climb when it was my turn as i am the last one, and i had to make sure no one lags behind. It took us 2hours to reach the first campsite, where we are sleeping at. The night passes real slowly, the bugs are encroaching into our area. And i cannot sleep well because of the land is not flat. =.= I keep sliding down while i was trying to sleep. Damnit! Stupid night passes so slowly, I want to pool! T_T Hands itchy~

Day 6 - 03/12/08
Woke up early and packed up. Continue trekking to the second campsite. It gets steeper man -.- There were places where ropes were needed. Leeches also came into play, one of my friend cried when she saw the leech and she screamed. Real scary. The river where we rested at is quite cool also. I have never been to a river with flowing fresh water. It was slippery and leeches were there too. Sian! No peace man. Stupid bugs! Finished our lunch there and proceeded to the second campsite. There was a part where the whole place is totally mud, milo island. My legs were sinking into the mud. TMD! Soon, we finally reached the second campsite. Relieved! Pitched tents and started cooking dinner. Maggie mee for supper. Almost puked when i finished it. I think my appetite has become smaller. I have never love maggie mee that much-.-" I think it is the best food around. lol. Chatted with friends and ran into the tent to sleep before it rains. Phew~

Day 7 - 04/12/08
Stupid Jia Hao beat me till i woke up because there was a leech on his leg -.- Damnit. My sleep was ruined and it was what time? 3 freaking am! Went back to sleep and woke up at 6 plus. packed up and left at around 8am. Continue trekking up the forest to a road nearby. We took 22 minutes to reach there! That was fast, said the instructors :O Walked down the road, I was very happy. Thinking that the nightmare came to an end. The road was pretty long and FULL OF DUNGS! Haha! Rested at a place and we were to evaluate our group performance and explain why. To be truthful, my group is very good. Despite being from 4 different schools, we worked well together and cleared the two expedition, Sea and Jungle Expedition. Took the OBS van back. WOO! My happiness was indescribable. But i was very tired also, but i just feel so great. Finally I'm on board a motor-operated vehicle. I LOVE MOTOR! My legs are soaked and aching. Rested back at bunk, awaiting the final expedition, the mountain expedition. Mount Kinabalu Peak! Here I come!

2008-12-11T17:49:00.004+08:00

Day 1 - 28/11/08
WOO! Finally reached OBSabah. It is around 10pm now. Time to turn in, goodnight.

Day 2 - 29/11/08
To be honest, I've never been so bored before. I could't sleep during the night, some idiots threw our shoes into our bunks while we were sleeping. Childish, isn't it? Sian, i missing Demi and Selena already. i miss their shows and songs. I wonder my bro have gotten me Demi's new singles. Did some teamwork games during the afternoon and we ran up a hill during evening. Super tiring but it was worth it, the view on top was magnificent. And I'm sick now, 38.5 degree celcius. Hope that i will recover tomorrow and be able to join my team mates for the Sea Expedition.

Day 3 - 30/11/08
What a tiring day! Took temperature during morning PT and my temperature was 37.5. What a relief! Had breakfast and packed for the Sailing Expedition. It was not as fun as I expected. It was slow, boring and VERY HOT!!! My group members and I were toasted under the sun for 5 hours! IMAGINE THAT! I went for a swim when we reached our destination. SO COOLING! But we cheated a little, because the motorboat towed us to our destination. Haha! Without the aid of the motorboat, i guess we would still be drifting in the sea. Pitched tents and cooked the rations that we were given. I miss my Pastamania! T_T Darkness soon took over. The sky at the island was VERY beautiful! It was a starry night, damn pretty. It was my first time to see so many stars. Good place for dating! LOL. I saw firefly too, pretty cool eh? Slacked around the campsite and slept around 2am. Sailing back to OBSabah tomorrow! OMG T_T

2008-11-12T22:21:00.002+08:00

Yeah, O'level is over. I was pretty excited when i finished my Science MCQ. My mind is full of things to do after my papers. went to have my breakfast at Macdonalds with Guiyong, Chang Yang and Jin Hao. Had a chat and i went home to rest. Pool-ed with Vincent, Chang Yang and Guiyong at Katong later that. It was fun man. I can pool with no STRESS and burdens now. SO relaxed! Went to class chalet at pasir ris afterwards. Shereen and Ching Qi came too, quite surprising. Had a great conversation with them and they went off soon also. Did nothing much at the chalet, bored to deat man. I wanted to pool with Chang Yang but the shop was closed-.-" Now i have a phobia of BBQ and chalet. The smoke is a cause of my terrible headache man, this suck. Chit-Chat with my friends and played card games until 5.30am and went home. TIRED! Things wasn't as great as i thought it would be.

OBS Sabah! Genting! O'level Results!

2008-11-08T13:04:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Mother! Wish that you will always be healthy!

:D

4 days more to the start of the ultimate boredom! WOOOO!

2008-11-05T13:53:00.001+08:00

2 more MCQ, and that is it.

2008-11-02T13:21:00.000+08:00

HELLO.
O's level is coming to an end, so is my secondary life. I can't wait to go to OBS, it will be a place where i can unwind and be free from all the work in S'pore. There are five more papers before the end of my O'level. I'm so glad :)

2008-10-06T22:50:00.000+08:00

4 more days to Graduation Day, 10 more days to start of O's
Exam period = Stress = mundane life = drained and tired.
have been revising quite a time, i guess things will be smooth this time? i have quite a high expectation for myself and i feel so anxious. i don't really know why either. people keep telling to give it my best shot but i just keep having the image in my mind that my result will not be up to expectation. damnit. 5As man! go for it!
11/11/08 marks the day of my freedom. i will go wild for sure.

Get Back- Demi Lovato

2008-09-15T18:30:00.000+08:00

162th post
really hate it when something unfortunate happens to my friend. this is the worse one. Derek, i remembered we recently went out together. i could recall that you looked rather lively, i was still thinking that you were better. i remembered vividly that you say you would be able to come back by next year to study. how could you go now! it is real tragic, for a kid still living in his prime to pass away. well, at least i walked him through his last part of his life. i am having mixed feelings now. dilemma? i guess =/ happy that ur sufferings had ended, sad that you are never coming back. i guess that is the meaning of no one can have the best of both worlds? hope you are living happily with the angels up there. bless us with good luck for our coming O's and N's alright! =) Goodbye.

life is fleeting.

2008-09-08T16:19:00.000+08:00

161th post.
what a day! Results day! did pretty well, only except for A-maths and Geography.
under-preform? sad case. looking on the bright side, i passed my english. got C5! for some people, they may think that C5 is nothing. but it meant quite a lot to me. want to get B or better during O'level ! hope O'level English Paper is not a killer =/ Demi Lovato's voice is pleasant. NICE!

CM: Anxious, Elated, Motivated.

2008-09-04T00:45:00.000+08:00

today was a great day.
went to school early in the morning, did the test. after that, had a conversation with Mr Han. got to know little bit more bout him. it was great, for what i could say. he told me some what i am likely to face if i decide to go into an Accounting Course. had remedial with Ms Tan, she was late for 30mins. o.O it is okay, luckily i had people to chat with, or else it would be a total bore. did mcq and discuss about it. went home after that with vincent and zq.

Repentance.

2008-08-30T14:12:00.000+08:00

Happy Teachers' Day!
had a mass walk around the school for the last time, before moving to the new school next year. watched MJR idol and went to play Bball after that. it has been long since i exercised. feel much more lively after that. heard that i have done well in my POA^^
well, for now, no point crying over spilt milk. i just have to make the best out of myself, and do my best to make up for the mess i made. it is high time that i should pull myself together and stand against the odds. i won't fail you on wednesday. you can have my assurance.

CM: Remorseful.

2008-08-26T21:46:00.000+08:00

well, where should i start from?
it had been a bad week. did some dumb stuffs. made some mistakes which made me regret about it. i had broke the promise that i made. sorry.
pardon me for being self-centred, i only have one life. if i don't fight for it, nobody will do it for me.

Give me one more chance.

2008-08-12T22:38:00.000+08:00

what i want to do now is to SCREAM! quite contented with the results, but i will try to get an A2 or even an A1 for the next attempt. I saw so many people became so emotional and dismay today. but still i would like to congratulate my friends especially Shereen and Yee Fong for clinching A1 and A2 respectively! for now, English Oral is next, nervous! =/

An insatiable hunger for knowlegde.

2008-07-30T21:35:00.000+08:00

happy 25th birthday brother.

tongue-tied! nervous! butterflies in my stomach!

2008-06-24T01:45:00.000+08:00

I promise myself to start working already. Will start everything after i settled my holiday assignments. MUST start already.

There are no failures, only feedbacks.
THE painful story behind every successful person.

2008-06-19T12:01:00.000+08:00

went to malaysia yesterday after 38498316412739 days since i last went there. that place isn't bad, stuffs were cheap also. had free pretzels from Auntie Anne also. i think that day was a special occasion for them. freshly baked and it was so delicious. had a meal in Secret Recipe when we first reached there, cost us RM113.80. guess it is cheap compared to S'pore. =.= went shopping in City Square and nothing much catches my eye. bought 2 shirts and 1 cargo pants there. took a cab to Holiday Plaza after that, bought psp games there. lmao. 1 game = 1rm. it is SO cheap! omg. selling of pirated CDs is ubiquitous in msia, how loose their laws are at there. had a light meal in KFC. their KFC packaging is so environment friendly! they uses plates instead of disposable utensils. GOOD! wanted A&W actually but i did not see any there. O.O went to Jusco after that. looks similar compared to Vivo. stuffs there are expensive also. @.@ went around there and i went to play Arcade. Taxis there were funny, u have to bargain with them =.=" went to a place which i dunno where to have our dinner. wasn't really nice also. after that i bought 4 bubble gums from 7-11 to bring it back home. overall was fun actually. Auntie Anne is addictive =.="

2008-05-31T12:58:00.000+08:00

HELLO!
need some help regarding some songs. please send it to me if you have it. T.T

Paramore - that is what you get
Natasha Bedingfield - Pocketful Of Sunshine
李聖傑 - 遠走高飛

try to get the mp3 format if possible. your help is greatly appreciated.

2008-05-29T22:21:00.000+08:00

ALOHA!
i have escaped the clutches of CHINESE! WOO! quite relieved actually. don't when the results will be out o.O
Tuesday had my POA carnival with my classmates. just a way to describe it. FUN! we were trying hard to complete every stage. there is a stage called taboo which is so diffcult to complete. damn that stage -.- and there is a stage where there is a careless mistake. T_T wasted. zZz.
in fact, i am late everyday for school. =x i really wanna have a break. i am quite in a holiday mood already. 3 more days to resting time. =) miss the days when i walked around aimlessly in my house and did nth at all. tomorrow will be a short day. ESTACY!

looking forward to the quiz. BRING IT ON!

btw, YOU disgust me.